Friday, October 01, 2004
say goodbye to china
these last few days i've been in a serious funk these last few weeks. i've been in a serious funk. i'm an alien in guangzhou. i can't get past they can't get past it and i can't get past that. i am the mother-raper, the father-stabber. the father-raper . . . father-raper sittin right next to you what do you do you stare. in fear. there is no love. i'm a meal ticket. it's a longshot but a long shot for citizenship. smile and look your best. case in point i write in a muslim restaurant the guy and the kid sit and watch. there's nothing else to do. i'm the most interesting thing to happen today. the kid sings songs. it's nice. there's a nice breeze a nice night breeze the baby's crying. what is he writing who knows who knows.
this is my favorite place i'm a regular here i suppose i'm a regular. the food is cheap and good but greasy as fuck everything's greasy as fuck in this country whay fight it? i'm leaving i should make my last moments as pleasant as possible look at that look at that he's writing! i ordered one of the more expensive dishes i think i surprised everyone i'm usually a cheap bastard.
there are nice things her let's remember the good things. fuck it let's just be here here we are let's be here now. the food smells good. the people at the next table are talking about the white person. they have no idea it never enters their mind that i can speak their language here's the food.
it's fuckin delicious here's the rice i'm gonna enjoy this.
i ordered some fried onion bread to eat the last bit with i'm taking a break. the little girl is watching me red shirt pink pants sandals the boss is watching he asked me they're talking i can't write and talk.
that was great i'm home now italy v. cuba the hottest mamas are in the finals volleyball cuba changed to shorts it's cool they're still hot. the hottest italian is piccinini the hottest cuban jesus how the hell am i supposed to figure that out. number 18 barros has a nice face and she can play number 8 has a great ass and she can hit! cuba took the first set.
at the restaurant that was great the staff came and ate with me. one guy is 20 the other 18 the boy is 14. we talked about whatever they're from qinghai the 18-year-old has been here 9 days. number 12 is light-skinned and tall she's super-hot damn number 11 when they go up gor a hit it's irresistable. what we talked about isn't the point the point is we talked and ate together it was brotherhood. exactly what i've been missing all this time. i got the numbers wrong it wasn't number 12 maybe it was number 6 number 12 is fuckin hot though. maybe the hottest on the team. which puts her high in the running for hottest worldwide. it wasn't number 6 either i don't know. who it was. maybe she's not on the court anymore. maybe it was number 13. this is great stuff i'm writin here. i think number 8 is my favorite. she fuckinhits the ball and she's got a beautiful face and thick ass. i'm just gonna watch. italy takes the second set the pouting face of number 13 is irresistable. irresistible. irresistable. should be the latter. but you never know with this language. this language that is the best. i am gonna show you we are only scratching the surface tell me something wrong with it and i will show you a strength and a beauty like italians playing cubans.
a beauty like a chocolate-covered ice cream bar melted to the point of sliding off the stick melted just to that point and no more. eat now eat it first turn the stick so it stays and the moment has never been better.
me i sacrifice moments and share them with you it's uncertainty heisenberg's principle. you can't watch and participate at the same time i choose to watch and i give it to you. who. live. beyond. my vision the future i live. i don't live so i'll live i don't live. so i'll live. i don't live. so i live.
and now it's time. to enjoy these tall strong women with these big asses i love the way the italians scream when they score.
italy wins the third it was close. puccinini is fuckin hot they also have a number 9 who's pretty hot. and a number 8. it's a good day for number 8's. but the winning number has got to be 12. puccinini. i think the italians are gonna win they got the love they're always together huggin slappin hands smiling in eachother's eyes and italian girls hugging is hot. especially hot italian girls. all italian girls are hot. all women are the mother.
italian number 2 is hot as well she's serving. number 3 elisa togut is tall tall tall tall is hot. caterina cruciani is italian and hot she fell in love with me in paris she's from venice. i should go see her. cuba wins the fourth.
what a great match. cuba has the best asses. best cuban asses: #8, #18, #11. #11 is hot all around, much like #8. #12, also very nice. it's apparently now match point for cuba. is the fifth set only played to 15? that would be kind of weird. the italian women beat the us in water polo today with 2 seconds left that's it cuba wins it was weird it was like the american girl ignored the ball at the end of the game and an italian picked it up pass score! the italian goalie was very good.
field hockey on channel 10. steeplechase in ten minutes. i love the steeplechase. you're tired as fuck from all that running and you gotta jump over these giant hurdles. and sometimes there's water! whoever made up the steeplechase was a genius. china wears these cute little skirts in field hockey. they're throwing something on channel 9. javelin. the khazakstanian is unhappy with his performance.
women's pole vault. women who can pole vault are hot. alejandra garcia of argentina cleared, screamed. here comes the steeplechase. 3 spaniards! 3 kenyans. one american, daniel lincoln. go daniel! he ain't got a chance.
and they're off. i can't stop writing because i think of my reader. and who is my reader? me. we are all one person. the first me to tell me was quantum and then i saw it everywhere. the clues are everywhere. the clues are everything. everywhere, everything is a clue.
did i write about the women's 5,000? i can't remember. they were all in a clump, extremely slow, for a lap and a half. then the chinese girls took off. after that it was a normal race. ethiopia finished first and third. kenya second.
kenyans are 1-2-3 right now. then qatar. then morocco. now a spaniard is fifth. qatar is in third. morocco back to fifth lincoln is seventh! the littlest kenyan is in front and he looks good. final lap. woo the spaniard closed in. the kenyans keep switching back and forth. it's a kenyan sweep! the dude woulda set an olympic record if he hadn't been blowing kisses. ezekiel kemboi. lincoln finished 11th.
this is my favorite place i'm a regular here i suppose i'm a regular. the food is cheap and good but greasy as fuck everything's greasy as fuck in this country whay fight it? i'm leaving i should make my last moments as pleasant as possible look at that look at that he's writing! i ordered one of the more expensive dishes i think i surprised everyone i'm usually a cheap bastard.
there are nice things her let's remember the good things. fuck it let's just be here here we are let's be here now. the food smells good. the people at the next table are talking about the white person. they have no idea it never enters their mind that i can speak their language here's the food.
it's fuckin delicious here's the rice i'm gonna enjoy this.
i ordered some fried onion bread to eat the last bit with i'm taking a break. the little girl is watching me red shirt pink pants sandals the boss is watching he asked me they're talking i can't write and talk.
that was great i'm home now italy v. cuba the hottest mamas are in the finals volleyball cuba changed to shorts it's cool they're still hot. the hottest italian is piccinini the hottest cuban jesus how the hell am i supposed to figure that out. number 18 barros has a nice face and she can play number 8 has a great ass and she can hit! cuba took the first set.
at the restaurant that was great the staff came and ate with me. one guy is 20 the other 18 the boy is 14. we talked about whatever they're from qinghai the 18-year-old has been here 9 days. number 12 is light-skinned and tall she's super-hot damn number 11 when they go up gor a hit it's irresistable. what we talked about isn't the point the point is we talked and ate together it was brotherhood. exactly what i've been missing all this time. i got the numbers wrong it wasn't number 12 maybe it was number 6 number 12 is fuckin hot though. maybe the hottest on the team. which puts her high in the running for hottest worldwide. it wasn't number 6 either i don't know. who it was. maybe she's not on the court anymore. maybe it was number 13. this is great stuff i'm writin here. i think number 8 is my favorite. she fuckin
a beauty like a chocolate-covered ice cream bar melted to the point of sliding off the stick melted just to that point and no more. eat now eat it first turn the stick so it stays and the moment has never been better.
me i sacrifice moments and share them with you it's uncertainty heisenberg's principle. you can't watch and participate at the same time i choose to watch and i give it to you. who. live. beyond. my vision the future i live. i don't live so i'll live i don't live. so i'll live. i don't live. so i live.
and now it's time. to enjoy these tall strong women with these big asses i love the way the italians scream when they score.
italy wins the third it was close. puccinini is fuckin hot they also have a number 9 who's pretty hot. and a number 8. it's a good day for number 8's. but the winning number has got to be 12. puccinini. i think the italians are gonna win they got the love they're always together huggin slappin hands smiling in eachother's eyes and italian girls hugging is hot. especially hot italian girls. all italian girls are hot. all women are the mother.
italian number 2 is hot as well she's serving. number 3 elisa togut is tall tall tall tall is hot. caterina cruciani is italian and hot she fell in love with me in paris she's from venice. i should go see her. cuba wins the fourth.
what a great match. cuba has the best asses. best cuban asses: #8, #18, #11. #11 is hot all around, much like #8. #12, also very nice. it's apparently now match point for cuba. is the fifth set only played to 15? that would be kind of weird. the italian women beat the us in water polo today with 2 seconds left that's it cuba wins it was weird it was like the american girl ignored the ball at the end of the game and an italian picked it up pass score! the italian goalie was very good.
field hockey on channel 10. steeplechase in ten minutes. i love the steeplechase. you're tired as fuck from all that running and you gotta jump over these giant hurdles. and sometimes there's water! whoever made up the steeplechase was a genius. china wears these cute little skirts in field hockey. they're throwing something on channel 9. javelin. the khazakstanian is unhappy with his performance.
women's pole vault. women who can pole vault are hot. alejandra garcia of argentina cleared, screamed. here comes the steeplechase. 3 spaniards! 3 kenyans. one american, daniel lincoln. go daniel! he ain't got a chance.
and they're off. i can't stop writing because i think of my reader. and who is my reader? me. we are all one person. the first me to tell me was quantum and then i saw it everywhere. the clues are everywhere. the clues are everything. everywhere, everything is a clue.
did i write about the women's 5,000? i can't remember. they were all in a clump, extremely slow, for a lap and a half. then the chinese girls took off. after that it was a normal race. ethiopia finished first and third. kenya second.
kenyans are 1-2-3 right now. then qatar. then morocco. now a spaniard is fifth. qatar is in third. morocco back to fifth lincoln is seventh! the littlest kenyan is in front and he looks good. final lap. woo the spaniard closed in. the kenyans keep switching back and forth. it's a kenyan sweep! the dude woulda set an olympic record if he hadn't been blowing kisses. ezekiel kemboi. lincoln finished 11th.
