that's my mama

blogger ate my post. does the writing drive the depression or the depression drive the writing? maybe both. a vicious cycle. it's swimming tonight and i've got a chocolate-coated ice cream and a snickers. my neck is killing me.

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i'm right---here---in china and there's nothing to do here. where do i want to go? philadelphia. philadelphia's the first thing i wrote. it has eve. eve is in philadelphia. anna and i could make movies. i could work at the school with dan and eve. i could stay with anna and dan until i had enough money for a place.

philadelphia. there's also washington, dc with my folks that would be nice i like my folks i could halp my dad make money he's always wanted me to use my math on stocks. it wouldbe something we could do together. somehow i'm not feelin it. eve. eve is the reason. eve makes me wanna settle down.

everybody looks at me as they walk by. i look at them they look away. everybody looks at me they spit hock up a loogie that's what i think of you the men grab their women to protect them from my evil glance the women grab their children to protect them from my evil corrupting ways old women give me looks of disapproval we have a long way to go. we have a long way to go. we have a long way to go before we start getting along.

this guy is here and he doesn't want me to sit here. he would like the foreigner to move he's doing his job maybe he'll get a police officer this could be interesting but but but but but fuck it. i will go . . . somewhere. where will i go? i don't know. maybe i'll go to the bookstore. why not.

pow = how hard

hrp 23p 1bp => g/f

smash hits = hr, 23, 1b, depending on g/f
and outs.

then weak contact.

what percentage of singles are smash hits?

how hard and how fly?

hitter pow, pitcher pow, normal distribution

f(h,f) = (hrp,23p,1bp,oup)

obviously oup = 1 - hrp - 23p - 1bp

maybe weak contact = 1 - 2(hrp + 2(23p))

ie there is one line drive single for every 23.

smash hit % = x(hrp) + y(23p) + z(1bp)

hr
23
l1
w1
lo
wo

deep fly?


df ------>o ---->incl. high pop fly
--------->hr
--------->23

ld ------>23
--------->1b
--------->o

wc ------>1b (bloop, speed)
--------->o

depends on pow and angle 1/(g/f)

sl slap slp = slap %

angle depends on pow, hrp, 23p, 1bp

ideal hr/23 = 10pow ?

bonds 55 2xx pow = 250

35/20 .25

30 li

li indicates that (in regard to what it denotes), it will be advantageous to be firm and correct, and that thus there will be free course and success. let (its subject) also nourish (a docility like that of) the cow, and there will be good fortune.

1. the first 9, undivided, shows one ready to move with confused steps. but he treads at the same time reverently, and there will be no mistakes.

5. the fifth 6, divided, shows its subject as one with tears flowing in torrents, and groaning in sorrow. there will be good fortune.

6. the topmost 9, undivided, shows the king employing its subject in his punitive expeditions. achieving admirable (merit), he breaks (only) the chiefs (of the rebels). where his prisoners were not their associates, he does not punish. there will be no error.

31. hsien

hsien indicates that (on the fulfillment of the conditions implied in it), there will be free course and success. its advantageousness will depend on being firm and correct, (as) in marrying a young lady. there will be good fortune.